Alone

My heart aches
each and everyday
beileve it or not
everything aches inside
I feel lost and confused
still hurt inside
with butterflies in my stomach
feels a lot like a knife
being stabbed a hundred times
don't know what to do or think
sometimes I want to
leave scars on myself
thats a scream of all my emotions
hurt,confused,lost,jealousy,sad
all my emotions make me feel
hopeless and as if I'm nobody
like a tagalong to everyone
Inside, I'm a loner


---written on Aug. 7th 2006