Hate Me

I hate myself
of how I look
the way others think of me
I'm a stupid,worthless piece of trash
that no one really cares about
suprised that I survived
elementary and middle school
maybe I'll survive high school
suvived a year and a half already
have so much rage and anger inside
that I can destroy property
but i don't want to
because I'd get into trouble, like always
so instead I cut
to try to make people
understand what I have went through
for sixteen, almost seventeen years
Other than that, I hate myself
for who I am, an angry, depressed person
who takes it out on herself, instead of others
like I used to do, several years ago
I hate myself